Phhs c/o 2011
Born and raised in Norcal.
Currently living in Socal.
A place where my mind goes crazy.
I haven’t been able to eat a real meal in a week and a day. I haven’t been able to go a whole day with out being in pain. And I’ve been in and out of the doctors since Saturday. Even when I’m super hungry and eat I can only take a couple bites and I’m either full or I just can’t eat. I’ve also lost almost 10 pounds in a week. I’ve never seen myself so skinny before. I’ve always been kinda chubby. And I guess it just somewhat scares me cause idk whats wrong with me. But it also frustrates me that I wont know anything for another couple days when all my bloodwork and ultrasounds come back… why can’t I just be normal?!?! :( and while all this is happening I have to study and concentrate on finals :/ can it just be over already?