As I lay here after going over my study guide at 2 in the morning I realized something… my sad reality is, it is really uncertain that ill graduate college next spring like I wanted and planned to.
I realized that although I have 13 more classes to go, Im thinking about getting my certificate in youth agency administration which is a couple more classes. But on top of that, in order for me to get into the masters program, I have to take prereq classes. And because I haven’t had the time or been able to talk to the people in charge of the masters program for MFT I have no idea how many classes I need…
Its really frustrating.. to have to dive through so many obstacles, have so many speed bumps, and just when you think you’re so close to the finish line, you realize that you still actually have a long way to go… :/ did I mention I also have to complete 120 hours for an internship? I wish I had the funds to be able to take classes in the summer.. but even then it seems impossible right now.. how will I pay for rent and bills if I work half time in the summer?
There’s just always so much to do in so little time. I’m so close yet so far. Please.. please.. let me make it to the finish line when I want to… I guess on the bright side I haven’t lost all faith yet.. :/