Reality

As I lay here after going over my study guide at 2 in the morning I realized something… my sad reality is, it is really uncertain that ill graduate college next spring like I wanted and planned to.

I realized that although I have 13 more classes to go, Im thinking about getting my certificate in youth agency administration which is a couple more classes. But on top of that, in order for me to get into the masters program, I have to take prereq classes. And because I haven’t had the time or been able to talk to the people in charge of the masters program for MFT I have no idea how many classes I need…

Its really frustrating.. to have to dive through so many obstacles, have so many speed bumps, and just when you think you’re so close to the finish line, you realize that you still actually have a long way to go… :/ did I mention I also have to complete 120 hours for an internship? I wish I had the funds to be able to take classes in the summer.. but even then it seems impossible right now.. how will I pay for rent and bills if I work half time in the summer?

There’s just always so much to do in so little time. I’m so close yet so far. Please.. please.. let me make it to the finish line when I want to… I guess on the bright side I haven’t lost all faith yet.. :/


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Wednesdays are my 12 hour days on campus and when I need 2 of these to help me make it through work and class. #12hourdays #workinthemorningclassatnight #eightoteight #threehourhomeworkgap #thisismysecondcup #helpmebuddha #ijustneedtomakeitthroughclass #itsonlyweek2 #sotiredanddrainedalready #starbucks #keurig #coffee

Wednesdays are my 12 hour days on campus and when I need 2 of these to help me make it through work and class. #12hourdays #workinthemorningclassatnight #eightoteight #threehourhomeworkgap #thisismysecondcup #helpmebuddha #ijustneedtomakeitthroughclass #itsonlyweek2 #sotiredanddrainedalready #starbucks #keurig #coffee


Knotts scary farm with my bubby! #datenight #knottsscaryfarm2014 #bubby

Knotts scary farm with my bubby! #datenight #knottsscaryfarm2014 #bubby


Hunty and Auntie :) #ivemissedhim #hessobignow #camerighttome #hunterthaowoodworth #werematching #danirejectedmeforapicture

Hunty and Auntie :) #ivemissedhim #hessobignow #camerighttome #hunterthaowoodworth #werematching #danirejectedmeforapicture


Finally getting to try swirls!! #sangriaswirl #aquis #ihopeidontdie #chocolatewasted

Finally getting to try swirls!! #sangriaswirl #aquis #ihopeidontdie #chocolatewasted


That bitter but more sweet moment when its finally your last day at work!! :D Its been a crazy 19 months here but its time to start a new chapter in my life. Come visit me! Ill be here til 5ish. Lol #tapiocaexpress #alhambra #lastday #finallyleavingthisplace #ontothenext #newchapter #newbeginnings #moremetime #moretimetofocusonschool #dueces

That bitter but more sweet moment when its finally your last day at work!! :D Its been a crazy 19 months here but its time to start a new chapter in my life. Come visit me! Ill be here til 5ish. Lol #tapiocaexpress #alhambra #lastday #finallyleavingthisplace #ontothenext #newchapter #newbeginnings #moremetime #moretimetofocusonschool #dueces


Maybe it won’t work out. But maybe seeing if it does will be the best adventure ever.
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1) Learn to put on your bracelets and zip up your dresses by yourself. There will be times when you will be alone.
2) Get on a long plane ride. Look out the window. Understand the immensity of our world. Understand your insignificance. Understand your absolute importance.
3) Press the send button. If you don’t say it now, you never will.
4) Do not sneer at happiness or roll your eyes at sadness. Be aware that apathy is not healthy.
5) You are more than the amount of people who want to have sex with you.
6) That pit in your stomach when he doesn’t text you back, it shouldn’t be there. No one should be able to control you like that.
7) Shopping is cathartic. Buy the shoes and deal with one-ply toilet paper for a while.
8) It will get better, but it will never be perfect. Learn to live through the small moments of happiness. When they disappear, remember they will resurface.
9) I promise that cookie will not change anything (except that it will make you smile).
10) Please, please, take care of yourself. You are everything to somebody. You are everything to your self. That alone is enough.
things to remember, -n.m. (via thegirlwithfernweh)

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chigypt:

conelradstation:

George Carlin, Jammin’ In New York, 1992

This is from ‘92 bruh…

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