life of a broke college student.

Has been life changing, adventurous, hard, amazing, fun, and sometimes sad. But I can honestly say that I wouldn’t trade it with anything in the world. I’ve lost friends, made new great ones, had a couple firsts, dealt with some crazy ass shit, and even had to say painful good byes, and some great hellos. But going through everything in the past 4 months have taught me a lot and I got to see how important some things are and how unimportant other things are. 

To all the people that have stuck by my side and still are, thank you. You guys have always been there for me and showed me what real friends are supposed to be like. You guys are the reason why I come home next to my family and you guys are the ones that I love being with and really just love. This goes to family and friends. You guys mean so much to me and you all know who you are. You’ve helped me every single step of the way to get here. And even though my group of friends has shrunk a lot, i dont care, cause you guys are what really matters. 

YOU, you put me through hell, but you were a really good friend to me all those years despite everything that we went through. And though I was really broken after everything went down, and it took me a really long time to get over everything and you, I now know that I am over it for sure. Thank you for teaching me and showing me what true love is and what it felt like to be in love and to be loved. And thanks to you and a couple others i have issues. But I’m now working through these issues with a new guy. Who’s helping me and is by my side.

Which leads me to you my love. From the first day we met to now, we’re always talking about the most random things and we’ve become so comfortable with each other. We have our problems and we have issues. Every couple does. We have fights/arguments about the stupid things and things get blown out of proportion… we both have to deal with other people hitting on us or people intervening. We also have to deal with each other on our off days. But through it all, we’re both still by each other’s side. You’ve been there for me when other werent, and we both tell each other things that we dont tell anyone else. You take me as I am and you try to help me work through my problems. You’ve picked me up when I’ve fallen (literally) lol and figuratively. I’ve never been as comfortable with anyone like I am with you. You’ve drove a long couple miles to come take care of me when I was sick and stayed an extra night to make sure I was okay. And you always keep me warm and put a smile on my face or make me laugh really hard. Even though you’re the type of guy that I hated back in high school, for some reason all the stuff you’ve done, and we’ve been through, and how you treat me cancels all of those things out. lol. These past 4 months have gone by so quick. Thank you for everything bheb <3 lalala you!

This was a really random blog, but i felt like bloggin after thinking about some stuff. College really is life changing. But you have to remember your main goal, and those who care about and love you. Stay motivated and keep working hard so that you can get to where you want in life. Make your dreams come true and then look back and say, that was all worth it. Live your life the way you want to and have fun. Always make time for fun, but stay focused. Be the best YOU, can be. That’s all that matters at the end of the day. YOU.